sza open arms lyrics meaning

With open, open, open, open arms (ooh) Open arms, you keep me open I'm so devoted You keep me open, open arms I'm so devoted to you, to you, to you Spent your life bein' hopeless Chokin' on insecurity I know all this is bad But, please, put a leash on me anyway Who needs self-esteem anyway? I hate myself to make you stay Push me away, I'll be ... plave wait for you lyrics